Jul 12, 2004 08:32
it was another lost weekend for me.
i took the train in to meet up with billy. and because he's relatively new to this "lifestyle", he wanted to go to all these bars and clubs. the bars i can take, the clubs i can't. and because i haven't seen him in a while, i agreed. which, of course, i regret.
met up with robin and the gang at hell. the meat packing district was crowded. it was nice to boy watch, though. finally went to roxy last saturday and i think i would've enjoyed it if i was on drugs and into public sex, which by the way was very interesting to watch :) billy was really into it, especially after a few drinks. at 230am i decided to leave him since i was so bored and hungry. nothing like a juicy quarter pounder with cheese. crashed at billy's hotel room then at 5am he wakes me up just to tell me about his "almost" sex. i was drifting in and out, thank god. he's got a lot of issues and self-created dramas. i was just too sleepy to even react.
sunday was a nice wholesome change as we had an afternoon birthday picnic for robin at the park. the food was good, the company was great (sans billy) and the sights (i.e. halk-naked boys roller blading) were the best. amidst the salmon rolls, the crackers and cheese, the white wine, someone just had to bring pansit. but it was really good. but this weekend went by way too fast. i think if i do stuff i don't really like doing, it doesn't seem like a weekend. next time, i say no.
anyway, got back home exhausted. and pretty much homesick. i think i should just move back to the city.
but then maybe i should give connecticut a chance.
i don't know.