just end it

[drew_blood]

Apparently I "misunderstood" the fucking neurosurgeon's nurse. Thursday was *supposed* to be my last day in this collar, but now she's telling me at least another 6-18 weeks. I just went from awesome to pretty much wanting to die in 15 minutes flat. I'm out of money. I can't work. I can't drive, or ride. Fuck me.

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[judasmachine]

Hang in there man.

[drew_blood]

Well with the wind in Amarillo I'll have to since the cardboard box I'll be forced to live in is likely to blow away otherwise.

[judasmachine]

You can insulate it with the sorry excuse for a newspaper Amarillo seems so proud of...