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I kind of only use LJ to document big shitty breakup moments every few years now I guess. I'm over a year past my last one...it's just become comedic to me now. The person was actually an old LJ friend, she has has poems about me on her Livejournal. She either physically or emotionally cheated on me, very certainly lied about a lot of things. I see ( Read more... ) -
Social Idiocy
I've been thinking about social media a lot, and Facebook in particular. I find it produces a lot of anxiety and irritation for me, and I complain a lot about it but also feel fairly addicted. A few thoughts, half formed, are nagging at me with regards to this ( Read more... ) -
Racist
Reminder to myself to write about my racism story. I'm basically coming back to LJ to mess with some long form writing and to talk about things I don't want to blast on Facebook or whatever, so this is a story I've been wanting to talk about and haven't been able to. -
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So Livejournal is still a thing. Are any of you still on it? -
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Here's what I woke up bothered with - when I met her, she was living in a bedroom of her ex's mom's house with her 2 kids.They had no car. They had almost no possessions ( Read more... ) -
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It's just a screaming unyielding pain, being without them. I don't know what to say, how to express it. I am completely lost. I'm supposed to be at work right now and I just don't care. How do I keep moving forward? I'm spent. -
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I've never had a strong "no kids" rule with dating. I was always open minded. Until I considered myself a dad and was told in one day to stop, even though no one questions the good influence I was. How could I ever go through this again? Don't cut a good man out of kids' lives just because you can't make a relationship work. -
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The thing that kills me is I never loved her any less. I still do love her truly, madly...but maybe too madly.I put myself in harm's way. I get self destructive. I take on more than I can bear. I forget my limitations. I get tired and then selfish. I am impatient and irritable.
