Confusion is a lot harder to face

[dredgonredflame]

Ha ha ha… I’m a huge fraud. Well things I said I wouldn’t do I’ve been doing. I can just see my self falling for Joshua once more. Which I hope it doesn’t happen. At least if he’s not on board with me. So far things have been shifting from a friends only thing to fuck buddies. Which doesn’t really please me much to know that I’m being used as a

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[haans]

Everything you've descibed fits perfectly with something that happened to me a few months ago. I won't go into too much detail as I don't believe I should be throwing around what happened in such a public domain, in short, what you're doing now probably isn't a good idea. If you get back together with him then you'll be reminded of all the reasons why you two broke up in the first place (I have no idea what those reasons are but I imagine they were good ones), if you two were unhappy together then you cannot let yourself forget this. Unless you have changed dramatically then any relationship will be the same.

But I know you're not going to get back together, you've said you don't want a relationship. But this area where neither of you know what you want is a bad one, at least it was with me. I don't know how to end it, I'm still in something similar, but I think it's best if you stopped the entire thing and just try to move on.

Ugh, what a badly written advice post. I rarely do this.

[dredgonredflame]

all points of view are welcome.... oh and i know that this is pretty much a huge public domain... but most of the time i write this for my self as an escape from my own head on to paper or comp. (typing is just easyer) and i guess in some sort of way i dont really think anyone really reads my journals... because they're usually so damn long and random at times... i guess you could say i dont write for an audience..... just as a personal reference... but i dont mind people reading my current thoughts

young lady

[peppermint1]

well young lady....first of all i would do the same thing just sexual friendship. What you have told me about the other girl. i don't think he see her. hmmm but hopefully both of you and josh don't get bore with each other. that hopefully later on you guys would have a serious relationship. :P