Internet Addiction
I'm a total addict to this thing i cant get off it... aaah! well the days up ahead before the big move are looking longer and longer but in the present time goes by pretty fast... i cant believe that its almost time to go... I'm scared of the awkward moments and the tears... i dont want to cry... or see others cry... or say good bye... i kind of wish i could just say nothing and leave.. but i know i owe it to them to say good bye... Like the people at work... i need to say good bye to them.. like it or not they were in my life for a long time... I'm going to miss them... Family wise i need to get drunk with the guys for one last time... :D and i need to hug them and give them kisses and make fun of then remember all the stupid stuff we've done together ... like the time i jumped the fire and twisted my ankle.. lol And many many more stories that get written in the cloth of time ... I love those guys... I should also say good bye to my Tia Chagua... she's great and I know that in a time of need she's got our backs... And my G'ma and G'pa... I Don't see them enough even tho they live down the street... But they're old and (sad to say) this might be the last time i see them.. (i hope not) They're great...! And well I have to do the hardest thing ... which is say goodbye to my Dad and the lil' monsters.... I'm sure that it will be a crying marathon... I wish i could see those kids grow... I'm going to have to hug them and play with them a lot... And hug my dad just as much ... I'm going to miss my old man a lot (eyes get watery). We've had our problems but i love him and i know that he loves me to and that he means well bu that sometimes things Don't come out as we expect.... I'm going to miss him... but he'll always be a phone call away... I've also got to say good bye to Martin... which is kind of hard... i Don't know if I'll be able to tell him how much i love him even if he is a fucking punk... I hope i get the strength to tell him this and tell him that he's a great brother (that he's a pain in the ass) and that I'm going to miss him a lot... The hardest part I'll take with me... My mom is driving with me and i know I'll break down once she leaves... she is the most important person in my life... with out her i wouldn't be able to do this... i wouldn't be here... i love my mom a lot and i know that she'll always be there for me always no matter what... i wish goodbyes were easier.