update.
Well I'm back on Lj for a bit.
I'm going to try and actually post more often, i'm trying to stay off the blogging section of Myspace, so i'll come back to my number one spot for blogging, my journal.
Lately i've been just to busy with church, i've become very fond of it. In fact i love it. A lot of people are saying it's because of the guy i have a crush on, but in all honesty it isn't, infact i'm starting to move on, to someone else, that attends another church, still among the same chain i'm in...lol.
Anywho, i'm still looking for job, no luck, but hopefully i'll get something seasonal, i've applied today at my favorite store..."Torrid" oh gosh i so want to work there.
Not really all that into school any more, it's to much of a hassle, i have no car, so it makes things harder.
Problems at home are still there, but i got to talk to a good friend of mine in church, her and her husband have offered me a place at their home, with out me working, and they will help me get back on my feet. I do want to move out, but i'm not going to do it until i have a good, realiable job. My mom has been calling me a freeloader, so i don't want to be that with anyone else, i take it from her, cause i'm use to her put down, but i'm looking really hard for a job, and as soon as i get one i'm moving to Fontana with Mary and Vaughn until i can get my self a place of my own or get a couple of roomates. Alex asked me if i want to get a place with her, but in all honesty, i can't, she says one thing today and does another, so i'm going to try on my own, or maybe see with some other folks. Any takers?
other than that, nothing new. My ex is still around. He called me on halloween, invited me to go out with him, i told him yes, he said he would meet me at our old spot. I left him there waiting and i haven't heard of him ever since....lol...bad i know, but i was tired of his drama, i had to do something to get back at him, oh forgive me god, but i had to...lol
so that is it. I'll try to keep posting more often.
I'm going to try and actually post more often, i'm trying to stay off the blogging section of Myspace, so i'll come back to my number one spot for blogging, my journal.
Lately i've been just to busy with church, i've become very fond of it. In fact i love it. A lot of people are saying it's because of the guy i have a crush on, but in all honesty it isn't, infact i'm starting to move on, to someone else, that attends another church, still among the same chain i'm in...lol.
Anywho, i'm still looking for job, no luck, but hopefully i'll get something seasonal, i've applied today at my favorite store..."Torrid" oh gosh i so want to work there.
Not really all that into school any more, it's to much of a hassle, i have no car, so it makes things harder.
Problems at home are still there, but i got to talk to a good friend of mine in church, her and her husband have offered me a place at their home, with out me working, and they will help me get back on my feet. I do want to move out, but i'm not going to do it until i have a good, realiable job. My mom has been calling me a freeloader, so i don't want to be that with anyone else, i take it from her, cause i'm use to her put down, but i'm looking really hard for a job, and as soon as i get one i'm moving to Fontana with Mary and Vaughn until i can get my self a place of my own or get a couple of roomates. Alex asked me if i want to get a place with her, but in all honesty, i can't, she says one thing today and does another, so i'm going to try on my own, or maybe see with some other folks. Any takers?
other than that, nothing new. My ex is still around. He called me on halloween, invited me to go out with him, i told him yes, he said he would meet me at our old spot. I left him there waiting and i haven't heard of him ever since....lol...bad i know, but i was tired of his drama, i had to do something to get back at him, oh forgive me god, but i had to...lol
so that is it. I'll try to keep posting more often.