Invisible...
One of the things that seems to frustrate me more then anything is being invisible... i have a great example of this that i saw once AGAIN today.
So there is this girl i met a while back, like last year thru another friend. Anyways she seemed like a really chill person, and lets say perhaps i have a bit of a crush on her aight? anyways i ended up inviting her to go see Travis, one of my favorite bands, last january. She didnt have enough money for a ticket so she wasnt going to go, i told her that i would trade her a free ticket for her company, needless to say she took me up on it, and we went.
We met up at a bus stop before the concert, chatted it up a bit and then had dinner at an indian restaurant. I paid for dinner, she complained about it but i told her this "ya know tonight is my treat and if u feel bad about that, well then u can take me out sometime soon" i said with a big grin. things were going well, i wasnt all over her or being overly flirty, just my normal nice self.
The concert was cool, Aletha met us there (that was the last time i have really seen or talked to her) and i rode the bus with her back and that was that. I didnt put on any moves, try to do anything... ect.
A few days later i call her (because it was our first week of school the day after) and we talk about some art thing she is doing and i basically say that i had a good time and would like to hang otu again, she says of course but that she is really busy... understandable, i guess...
Time goes by and i contact her via email a week later, no reponse... hmmm prolly busy. Call the phone, leave a message... still no response. This goes on for a while. Basically im being blown off. why? not sure.
The kicker is that she saw me the other day and walked right past, i turned to say hello, but then i was like naw, id prolly not end up saying hi and instead blurt something out like "hey! look its devon!!! remember me? i wasted over $50 on you and you cant even say hi? or ATLEAST nod your head in my direction"
Sometimes i just dont get people, i honestly dont ask for much, like a friend said to me the other night "if for whatever reason the person doesnt like me, why dont they just talk to me about it instead of being an ass..." agreed, very much agreed.
So there is this girl i met a while back, like last year thru another friend. Anyways she seemed like a really chill person, and lets say perhaps i have a bit of a crush on her aight? anyways i ended up inviting her to go see Travis, one of my favorite bands, last january. She didnt have enough money for a ticket so she wasnt going to go, i told her that i would trade her a free ticket for her company, needless to say she took me up on it, and we went.
We met up at a bus stop before the concert, chatted it up a bit and then had dinner at an indian restaurant. I paid for dinner, she complained about it but i told her this "ya know tonight is my treat and if u feel bad about that, well then u can take me out sometime soon" i said with a big grin. things were going well, i wasnt all over her or being overly flirty, just my normal nice self.
The concert was cool, Aletha met us there (that was the last time i have really seen or talked to her) and i rode the bus with her back and that was that. I didnt put on any moves, try to do anything... ect.
A few days later i call her (because it was our first week of school the day after) and we talk about some art thing she is doing and i basically say that i had a good time and would like to hang otu again, she says of course but that she is really busy... understandable, i guess...
Time goes by and i contact her via email a week later, no reponse... hmmm prolly busy. Call the phone, leave a message... still no response. This goes on for a while. Basically im being blown off. why? not sure.
The kicker is that she saw me the other day and walked right past, i turned to say hello, but then i was like naw, id prolly not end up saying hi and instead blurt something out like "hey! look its devon!!! remember me? i wasted over $50 on you and you cant even say hi? or ATLEAST nod your head in my direction"
Sometimes i just dont get people, i honestly dont ask for much, like a friend said to me the other night "if for whatever reason the person doesnt like me, why dont they just talk to me about it instead of being an ass..." agreed, very much agreed.