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ever feel like you could never mess up something as bad as you did one day?
well that feeling is deep with in me right now.
i pick up the phone, you are busy.
expecting a call so i just stare at the phone...
and the wonderful ring never comes.
wish i could just turn back time start over again.
take back my words or expressions.
kept my feelings to myself,
it would have been better off that way.
why did i not know you would be like this?
of course, i did not think that would cross your mind.
i miss the way you make me smile, and laugh.
also the way you hold me and tell me that everything will be ok.
its not over yet but thats because your feelings have not come out yet.
i just want to explain and to apologize.
but thats harder then i thought.
i want to talk to you face to face.
show you i am lost with out you.
it is not just infatuation that i feel for you,
it is honest and sincere love.
hope you still feel that way about me.
or at least that is what i hope for.
but if this is what is going to take place,
then i know that this is how its supposed to be.
i just wish you would listen,
and hold on to me as much as i hold on to you.
the times we had, the dreams we shared.
its just not right to let them go.
why is it always me that does this to something so important to my life?
*alyssa*
well that feeling is deep with in me right now.
i pick up the phone, you are busy.
expecting a call so i just stare at the phone...
and the wonderful ring never comes.
wish i could just turn back time start over again.
take back my words or expressions.
kept my feelings to myself,
it would have been better off that way.
why did i not know you would be like this?
of course, i did not think that would cross your mind.
i miss the way you make me smile, and laugh.
also the way you hold me and tell me that everything will be ok.
its not over yet but thats because your feelings have not come out yet.
i just want to explain and to apologize.
but thats harder then i thought.
i want to talk to you face to face.
show you i am lost with out you.
it is not just infatuation that i feel for you,
it is honest and sincere love.
hope you still feel that way about me.
or at least that is what i hope for.
but if this is what is going to take place,
then i know that this is how its supposed to be.
i just wish you would listen,
and hold on to me as much as i hold on to you.
the times we had, the dreams we shared.
its just not right to let them go.
why is it always me that does this to something so important to my life?
*alyssa*