time.....
Today i went and visited Boston University. The campus is so beautiful and this is the college of my dreams since i was little. But this is also when i wish i could take my life clock and set it back to freshman year and start out new... change a few things. For one i wish i did not slack off for the first two years at school and also i wish i could have talked to my parents about transferring me. Right now there is so much stuff i would change in my life...from people i hung out with too everything academic wise. I wish my whole high school career could totally renew itself. But then if i changed that part of my life, my whole rest of my life would change as well. The good times i had with my friends and Xboyfriends...even though we don't talk now i really never realized how much of an effect they had on my life.
Everyday there is something new happening in my life someone else out there to help me become a better person and make me become who i am supposed to be at this time of my life. I thank those who have helped me and encouraged me to move forward and be who i am today. Even if you don't realize it every word you say to me is another word that effects my life. Everyone in your life you meet for a reason... at this note listen to those you meet and grow with the wisdom they share with you and also share your wisdom with them because as we grow from them they grow from you.
Just trying to make it through this part of life, between senior year and college, making choices that will effect me always... even 50 years down the road. That burden of messing up is just sometimes to heavy...but i can make it and it will be a new strong beginning of another chapter in this lovely book we call life that we write a new section in everyday.
*alyssa*
Everyday there is something new happening in my life someone else out there to help me become a better person and make me become who i am supposed to be at this time of my life. I thank those who have helped me and encouraged me to move forward and be who i am today. Even if you don't realize it every word you say to me is another word that effects my life. Everyone in your life you meet for a reason... at this note listen to those you meet and grow with the wisdom they share with you and also share your wisdom with them because as we grow from them they grow from you.
Just trying to make it through this part of life, between senior year and college, making choices that will effect me always... even 50 years down the road. That burden of messing up is just sometimes to heavy...but i can make it and it will be a new strong beginning of another chapter in this lovely book we call life that we write a new section in everyday.
*alyssa*