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I just woke up about an hour ago. Took a shower and had my mom make me some french toast. I only ate about 1 and a half pieces and a small glass of milk. I feel like shit! I am so fucking tired and I cant take it. All I keep thinking about is Brad. Even when I was asleep I dreamt of him. This pisses me off! Lol. I had wrote this before, but some how I deleted it and couldnt get it back. Grrrrrrr. :-( I am thinking about going back to bed. At least when I am sleeping I can dream of being with Brad again. There is this huge part of me that wants to call him, which would result in more crying and me begging him to come back. There is this small part that says I should just leace him alone cause he is never coming back to me. His love has faded away. The line that kept us together was severed by ignorance and stupidity. So damn hard! I am having my mom get me some Black cherry ice cream and I am going to go rent the new Chucky movie. I think I also had her get me a sub. Lets hope I can eat that.
As you walk away, you dont hear me say "Oh baby please dont go" Kingdom Hearts: Simple an Clean
OMG! I have a new favorite music artist! Utada Hikaru! She is soooo freakin cool! Her music is fantastic. I have to see her in concert.
Your easy breezy and I'm japanesy.
You know I just figured something out about me! OMG! Its so true too. Definate change.
I have some pics of Utada:
