must remember the words of a friend.
"Man... alcoholism is terrible. I don't know. Theres something really romantic about it. Like it being almost a tool for survival... its so tragic, but in every tragedy there is beauty, just like in every destruction there is creation. goodness gracious its like 6 in the morning and I have a DMV appointment in 6 hours. (I am drunk). I can't wait to take the written test and take a funny hangover picture. I am off. Take it easy sarah. Don't let boys fuck with your emotions or lead you on anymore. Thats bullshit and you know it. When a boy even starts to TOY with your emotions, give him a proper explanation (not so bluntly or off-handed, but casually) as to how you don't like being fucked with. With that, I promise you a good relationship OR the boy will leave and you will have no emotional trauma because he didn't affect you yet."