[ ic ; letter - someone not in your state/country ]
Hey Bobby,
I know you hate the emotional things just as much as Dean but you know me. I'm gonna tell you anyway. I can't tell you how great it was to see you last month during that weird curse. Being from different times is {...} hard, especially since our times involve the Apocalypse of all things. Seeing you was {...} more than great, it was a relief. But at the same time, it was a lot like being stabbed in the heart.
{...} I'm not as strong as you, Bobby. I don't have the same strength and courage. And I couldn't stop Lucifer. I couldn't take back control the way you did. {...} I felt him kill you with my own hands. You, my father figure in so many ways, the one person I respect more than anyone else in the world, {...} died because I wasn't strong enough to do anything about it.
I wish you were here, Bobby. I wish you could be in the City where the dead still walk, so I could tell you how sorry I am, so I could study under you again, so I could {...} be your weird surrogate son again. I miss you, and every time your name is mentioned, I feel this never ending guilt {...} but I know you wouldn't want me to act like such a girl.
You'd want me to stand tall, keep moving. To be strong. And I'm going to be strong. I couldn't stop him before coming here, but I know I can when I get back. I have to. For you, and for Dean, and everyone else. I will be as strong as you are, Bobby. I swear it.
Sincerely,
Sam Winchester
I know you hate the emotional things just as much as Dean but you know me. I'm gonna tell you anyway. I can't tell you how great it was to see you last month during that weird curse. Being from different times is {...} hard, especially since our times involve the Apocalypse of all things. Seeing you was {...} more than great, it was a relief. But at the same time, it was a lot like being stabbed in the heart.
{...} I'm not as strong as you, Bobby. I don't have the same strength and courage. And I couldn't stop Lucifer. I couldn't take back control the way you did. {...} I felt him kill you with my own hands. You, my father figure in so many ways, the one person I respect more than anyone else in the world, {...} died because I wasn't strong enough to do anything about it.
I wish you were here, Bobby. I wish you could be in the City where the dead still walk, so I could tell you how sorry I am, so I could study under you again, so I could {...} be your weird surrogate son again. I miss you, and every time your name is mentioned, I feel this never ending guilt {...} but I know you wouldn't want me to act like such a girl.
You'd want me to stand tall, keep moving. To be strong. And I'm going to be strong. I couldn't stop him before coming here, but I know I can when I get back. I have to. For you, and for Dean, and everyone else. I will be as strong as you are, Bobby. I swear it.
Sincerely,
Sam Winchester