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aww I'm in such a good mood tonight :) Just got home from realworld fest with missy and grace. I hadn't watched it since the episode before dannys mom died. I've missed like 4 episodes. So I watched last weeks and this weeks and it was sooo incredibly weird tonight when danny was talkin about how hes too sad to make someone else (melinda) happy because of his mom and I was just like holy shit thats exactly what I went through with Joey. I wonder if he watched it tonight? I'd be like see I am not the only one who had issues over the death of a parent. But yeah I duno I hadn't hung out with missy since the night before I went to florida!! Its been foreverrrrr. Shes nasty. We had a big long talk about how everyone in this town likes to talk shit like its their job and it made me sane again. And its kinda fuckin hilarious some of the shit kel has said about me. Like "courtney must be anorexic or bulemic how did she lose that much weight" ummm hate to break it to ya kel but I love food therefore I can't not eat, and how many times did I fuckin pig out with you this summer. anddd I despise puking I won't even throw up after drinking so I clearly don't throw up my food. thanks bitch. Its called going to the gym and trying hard. So fuck yourselffff. I really am better off without her. Maybe that sounds mean but whatever I know she always talked shit about me shes just not a good friend. I love her when shes nice and not being a bitch and not trying to act cool around a group of people, but when your not around she just trash talks you like shes someone thats so great. Well hate to break it to ya, but I've stuck up for you many times when people said really mean things and now I just don't care because half of the shit people say are true. You do have a bad fuckin attitude and its gonna get you nowhere fast. I don't even know why I'm wasting my time writing all this shit, I guess it just bugs me when you realize people who you think are your really good friends just aren't and you find out from hearing it from other people. But whatever people like that will get no where in life because soon enough everyone will know the real you and no one will like you. You can only talk shit about all your friends before they all talk and realize what your doin. so laterrrr. hahaha. I love being in good moods where I'm like fuck everyoneeee. and tonight I was tellin grace about how I'm movin and she was like props to you for gettin out. I was like hellll yes. 31 days til I'm back at the place where my heart is :) floridaaaa. I love it. I talk about florida and have this big huge smile on my face, or even just thinking about it I am always smiling. I can't wait til me and christina have an apartment and I can just stop worrying about getting one. And I can't wait to decorate it and have people over and fuckin party and have good times with fun florida peopleee. Its freakin 58 degrees out right nowww. its coldddddd. hahahaha. Yikes. Summer is almost over how sad. Actually its not sad cuz I won't be here for winter and that alone makes me a very happy young lady. I just got off the phone with casey. hes freakin' adorable. the southern accent just is sooo freakin cute. Christiners gettin her wisdom teeth out tomorowwwww. I hope she recovers quickly!! I'm sure she will though. Good luck christinerrrrr. Aww yay and ryans gettin his liscence back tomorow!!! what a lucky fucker. I want mine back!!! Then me and him are smoooookin soon. Woohoo I have never smoked with him, well maybe like once at harpers 4 years ago or somethin. hahahaha so thats cooooool. yay for life being so much fun lately :) it really is so much better when you get rid of all the bad shit in your life. thank you god for making me realize whos worth it and whos not. I can't believe how much time I wasted worried about what people thought about me. Yay for happy courtney and yay for sad courtney whos gone foreverrrrrrr. I should probably end this and go to bed since I'm gettin up to go running in the morning and I gotta make a cd. Oh wait, I don't go running I just don't eat and when I do I puke it up. hahahaha almost forgot. and yayyyyy someone is interested in buying my car for 11,800. that will be soooo amazing!!!!!! yay for tonight it was awesome. peace lovies : )
You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true
I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
Nobody's really seen my million subtleties
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me... <3