Doctors, Medications and Diagnosis, OH MY!
Some interesting things to write about... and also kind of scary...
I am going to see a shrink on Monday... I have finally admitted that I have MAJOR anxiety issues, and from what I have read, I may be suffering from Depression too. I have a lot of those symptoms as well.
I am looking forward to getting mentally adjusted though. I need it. My brain races all day long. I have to be busy doing something. I think that's why I overcommit myself all the time. I mean, who the hell would got to grad school full time, work full time, play football and try to live a normal life? I guess I am a little bit of an overachiever! I mean you throw the gym in there, and any extra things I do for work... and holy smokes! Someone commit me!
I have decided to cut back to one class while I am playing... that should help out a bit.. However, the practice schedule is pretty intense... it's Sunday - 3-6, Mon 8-10pm, Wed - 8-10pm. We also have to commit to 5 Charity Events and raise $1250 to play. So, I am going to be very very busy!!
The playing and practicing will enable me to relieve a lot of stress though, so I am really looking forward to it... I do like to hit people... it's FUN! and aggression and anger gets dispensed while you are wearing pads and you feel so much better. I never understood that concept of getting your aggression out; I do now!
So, it' time to get ME better - phsyically and emotionally... BOUT TIME!