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I had a dreamlast night, and I even understood what it was trying to tell me.
The end result is this. I look for validation in someones arms. It's a fact I have a great amount of difficulty changing. So my goal is to seek out better people to be validated by, instead of settling for those who are interested in a 'fuck and flee'. I've had too many of those in my life, and with every new notch I carve into my proverbial bedpost, the less like myself I feel.
I need to start cultivating the friendships I have, with the people I care for, who care for me. Everything else just isn't as important as I have been treating it.
In other, less seriously life altering mental, news: Hey Hey, Ho Ho, the big ol' boobs have got to go! I need to research reduction surgery. What better place then L.A. to have a doctor prod at my boobs?
The end result is this. I look for validation in someones arms. It's a fact I have a great amount of difficulty changing. So my goal is to seek out better people to be validated by, instead of settling for those who are interested in a 'fuck and flee'. I've had too many of those in my life, and with every new notch I carve into my proverbial bedpost, the less like myself I feel.
I need to start cultivating the friendships I have, with the people I care for, who care for me. Everything else just isn't as important as I have been treating it.
In other, less seriously life altering mental, news: Hey Hey, Ho Ho, the big ol' boobs have got to go! I need to research reduction surgery. What better place then L.A. to have a doctor prod at my boobs?