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[dreamseer09]

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UGLY

thats what i am and thats what im always gonna be i dont wanna talk about what i just did ugh im a failure!!
im thinking 3 day liquid fast and this time to fucking up day 3!!

ffffffffffffffaaaaaaaat fat fat

im half contemplating going back to my counciller and spilling my guts out
i dont wanna stop doing waht im doing(other than binging) but i dont wannan feel like this no more