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Ok well time for an update on my life:0 a good one for once woohoo!
ok well kevin got out of the psychiatric hospital later. Thank god! That place has such a bad bad name i know for a fact that sexual abuse, inappropriate treatment and lots of other shit has happened there so im thrilled he is out. I know i have ony known him a few months but i really dont want him to do anything stupid to himself he is really sound like!
Ah well he went to his brother in law's last night with his borther to cheer him up and such and he was texting lisa(his gf and my friend obv) and he said that his twin brother fergal said"i would" about me..for those for you not aware of the meanings of irish/wexford slang this means he wants to do me!!:):):):)
Anyway yeah me and lisa went up to his house today and them to were hanging out and me and Fergal were hanging out but like anyway eventually he made his move when we was finally alone and ya know we was doing what ya do!!
not enought though>< I was like waiting for him to ya know..go down my pants and he didnt awww cute but frustrating!
i havent had sex in almost 2 months but i reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllly want to and at least get some things to pacify me in the mean time!
I had to put his hand on my fliiping boobs!! they are there to be used so please use them darling!!:):):)
anyway i had to leave to get a lift home haha he had some mother fucking gigantic love bites on his neck!!
Oh did i mention he is like STICK THIN!! pretty sexy
oh and a big bottom lip HOT AS HELL TO ME!!
you know whats faboulous i am totally not into him! i want have sex wiht him but i couldnt be further from interested to being with him like lol!
I love lack of commitments!!
Anyway im rambling the meaning for this post is that this is giving me some perrrtttttty great motivation to lose weight!!
mwhahahaah
I want to be below 126 the next time he see's me mwhahahahah
i wanted some of my nana's delicious tarts but i thought of being naked and fat with him and i threw it out and put bleach on it to be extra safe
so im feeling good
reallly wanna keep this liquid fasting going till tuesday
But i kinda have to
my bday is on wed and me and my freinds pretty much have a gigantic binge fest planned!!
But i have allowed for that:)
I will just fast the next day and it should be fine
after all i deserve to enjoy myself on my 16th bday dont i??
ANyway love you all
xxx
lets hope next time i post i have some fun times to post about*wink wink*
ok well kevin got out of the psychiatric hospital later. Thank god! That place has such a bad bad name i know for a fact that sexual abuse, inappropriate treatment and lots of other shit has happened there so im thrilled he is out. I know i have ony known him a few months but i really dont want him to do anything stupid to himself he is really sound like!
Ah well he went to his brother in law's last night with his borther to cheer him up and such and he was texting lisa(his gf and my friend obv) and he said that his twin brother fergal said"i would" about me..for those for you not aware of the meanings of irish/wexford slang this means he wants to do me!!:):):):)
Anyway yeah me and lisa went up to his house today and them to were hanging out and me and Fergal were hanging out but like anyway eventually he made his move when we was finally alone and ya know we was doing what ya do!!
not enought though>< I was like waiting for him to ya know..go down my pants and he didnt awww cute but frustrating!
i havent had sex in almost 2 months but i reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllly want to and at least get some things to pacify me in the mean time!
I had to put his hand on my fliiping boobs!! they are there to be used so please use them darling!!:):):)
anyway i had to leave to get a lift home haha he had some mother fucking gigantic love bites on his neck!!
Oh did i mention he is like STICK THIN!! pretty sexy
oh and a big bottom lip HOT AS HELL TO ME!!
you know whats faboulous i am totally not into him! i want have sex wiht him but i couldnt be further from interested to being with him like lol!
I love lack of commitments!!
Anyway im rambling the meaning for this post is that this is giving me some perrrtttttty great motivation to lose weight!!
mwhahahaah
I want to be below 126 the next time he see's me mwhahahahah
i wanted some of my nana's delicious tarts but i thought of being naked and fat with him and i threw it out and put bleach on it to be extra safe
so im feeling good
reallly wanna keep this liquid fasting going till tuesday
But i kinda have to
my bday is on wed and me and my freinds pretty much have a gigantic binge fest planned!!
But i have allowed for that:)
I will just fast the next day and it should be fine
after all i deserve to enjoy myself on my 16th bday dont i??
ANyway love you all
xxx
lets hope next time i post i have some fun times to post about*wink wink*