(no subject)
Now that you've got in my mind
My head is killing me
Alone for the first night in two weeks, of course I think about stuff.
The thought of having the chance to really go somewhere new and start over. Especially since I could actually do it. But I just know I'd fuck it up.
How can you tell if who you are is who you want to be.
How can you tell if your mistakes are really mistakes, or just part of you and who you are.
I'm so discontented, &at the same time so randomly content.
How do you know if you're always around people because you really enjoy it or because you hate being alone.
How do you keep yourself from becoming dependent on something that is seemingly always there.
Springhill was amazingly indescribable because it didn't matter; nothing. But it may just be one of those times where you have such a high opinion of something just because the other thing isn't going so well.
I mean what I say but don't say what I mean.
How do you ever know.
My head is killing me
Alone for the first night in two weeks, of course I think about stuff.
The thought of having the chance to really go somewhere new and start over. Especially since I could actually do it. But I just know I'd fuck it up.
How can you tell if who you are is who you want to be.
How can you tell if your mistakes are really mistakes, or just part of you and who you are.
I'm so discontented, &at the same time so randomly content.
How do you know if you're always around people because you really enjoy it or because you hate being alone.
How do you keep yourself from becoming dependent on something that is seemingly always there.
Springhill was amazingly indescribable because it didn't matter; nothing. But it may just be one of those times where you have such a high opinion of something just because the other thing isn't going so well.
I mean what I say but don't say what I mean.
How do you ever know.