Sep 21, 2004 21:47
1 tree hill was amazing. i had some thinking time. i hate when i have thinking time, cuz i think i over think. ive drifted from a lotta people recently, really far from a certain person. i think tis probably better off anyway. sometime people just drift, relationships fade away and u just let go. theres nothing else to do. its just weird when u run into eachother. both look up waiting for the other person to say soemthing first, both wanting to but neither ready to make the first move, so u walk right by n relaize its too late when u turn around and theyre gone. gotta just move on. nothing really ever lasts forever. people change, feelings chage. it all just drifts away.
u look at me. scan me over real fast. quik to make judgements. u say im depressed, im sad, im angry, upset, hurt, lonely, scared. but u have no idea. im happy... i promise. i just wish it all ended differently. i wish it lasted longer. but i know somehow, someday ill realize how much better this is.
i could stand in the pouring rain, all alone, soaking wet, freezing cold, deathly sick, with nowhere to go, and i wouldnt think of anything else but you