im gonna get over it
sorry im not as pretty as her. sorry im not as smart as her. sorry i dont have the cutest things to say like her. sorry im not good enough for you like her. sorry you dont love me like you love her. sorry im just not her.
the reason why you are so confused is because im confused. i dont know what i want. im not sure if im ready to let go of the past and move on. im not sure if i want to let go. im not even sure if i can let go. theres just too much i simply dont know. im not sure about a lot. im a dumb girl. i say dumb things. i do sumb things. but i dont care. it doesnt matter. it doesnt matter anymore what i do. it doesnt matter what you do. i dont care what you do. you dont care either. i cant blame you for not caring. i cant expect you to care when i dont even care. so why is this so difficult? why cant i just be okay with everything thats happening. why cant i really not care deep down inside rather than make convince myself to not care.
i got my hair cut today. its dumb. 3-4 inches shorter... layered. i need it darker. i have an interview thursday. one tree hill starts tomorrow.
the reason why you are so confused is because im confused. i dont know what i want. im not sure if im ready to let go of the past and move on. im not sure if i want to let go. im not even sure if i can let go. theres just too much i simply dont know. im not sure about a lot. im a dumb girl. i say dumb things. i do sumb things. but i dont care. it doesnt matter. it doesnt matter anymore what i do. it doesnt matter what you do. i dont care what you do. you dont care either. i cant blame you for not caring. i cant expect you to care when i dont even care. so why is this so difficult? why cant i just be okay with everything thats happening. why cant i really not care deep down inside rather than make convince myself to not care.
i got my hair cut today. its dumb. 3-4 inches shorter... layered. i need it darker. i have an interview thursday. one tree hill starts tomorrow.