getting over it
As you know from yesterday I have been getting back to my self I had a damn good day yesterday. I went to the drag strip and then to taco bell. I did get to rock out like I wanted to. I did have a few dramatic conversations about the lovely Roxanne. Which led to a few more mandatory changes that I have to go through. You see Roxanne is a little younger than me, and does not have the priorities as me. I cant do any thing about what I feel, but I can base some of my decisions off of what she feels. I do think that I have accomplished a couple of things lately such as I have truly gotten over Alicia "long ass story," and I feel as if I may be doing the right thing about Roxanne. I plan to back off a good deal, for our own good. As I told her we will alwayse be friends even though I will not be in this area for much longer. It's just what I have to do. These plans are not final but damn close to being final. I don't really believe in fait but maybe there was a reason that we went through "besides me fucking up," but I do think that we could have worked out if it was not for my stupidity, bullshit, and college. For those that are interested Roxanne is the greatest person I know, and also the punk that has a fucking piece of my heart.