life altering moments
Yesterday sucked I had problems with the college, and with an old friend. i have been trying to get back into a relationship with roxanne for the past month. and after a game of ouigi bored, a beer, and a long honest conversation with her, I finally started to think that things were going my way. Then I got news that she had said a few cold hearted things about me, her thinking that i would never find out. So what did i do? i went and got very stupid. i stayed out late and blew off life and contemplated altering today. I really did love this girl, yesterday. then last night about 9:40 or so i got into a race with a little honda civic with the pipes, spoiler, and the fancy lights, i had this punk beat before i left first gear. That moment reminded me how much fun i used to have, and the dreams i used to dream when i didn't really give a flying fuck what people thought, or said about me. back in those days i did what ever the hell i wanted, and lived free, that is how today will be. i am going to put every thing behind me, throw up a few middle fingers, and call it good. Roxanne i will for ever love, and forever wonder what it would have been like. but today is a new me and i wont sit still and wonder what else is said behind my back. so lets go to the drag strip and rock out until dawn.