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I FUCKING HATE LIFE AND EVERYTHING ABOUT IT
i worked so hard on that effing NHS application, i have more hours then all the people that applied, and my gpa this quarter was the same as toms AND ITS NOT FAIR I WORKED FOR TWO WEEKS AND THE RECOMENDATIONS I GOT, THEY WROTE ACTUAL PARAGRAPHS FOR ME ON WHY I SHOULD GET IN. argggggg i dont want to do all that work again next year. fuck. fuckfuckfuck.
sorry i had to get it out of my system.
im just upset. i really wanted this.
k most recent email from mike: "omg im so slow. hahaha. ill def come to your party!! and WE can hook up. haha hows school goin? im doin good waitin for summer haha. im gonna get a job at best buy and buy a car so i can come visit you!"
slow as in slow in responding...and hook up..haha who said anything about hooking up? O:-)
ohh that boy. <3
i love ryan cohen he is life except he and mitchell are gay together (not even kidding, i read their texts and mitchell goes lick my balls and ryan says i love you) its cute. and i love daniel and mike and josh too bad drivers ed is over ill miss seeing them, plus jay n ian. but whatever im tired of boston market/noodles and co. food for dinner all the time anyway. but it was fun..except today i had a zit on my nose and it was red n ian and jay called me rudolph!!! it was soo mean. they were kidding but then i felt really self concious. arggg. as soon as i got home i put on like two pounds of concealer even though i knew no one would see me.
...kinda glad i dont go to phs. i like the balance.
FIVE DAYS UNTIL MAH BIRTHDAYYYYYY buy my presents. and im getting my ipod this weekend.
haha so jake didnt like the present i got him very much so we are going shopping together i think friday and getting him another present. well hes picking it out, im paying.
okay thats my update. gnight
i worked so hard on that effing NHS application, i have more hours then all the people that applied, and my gpa this quarter was the same as toms AND ITS NOT FAIR I WORKED FOR TWO WEEKS AND THE RECOMENDATIONS I GOT, THEY WROTE ACTUAL PARAGRAPHS FOR ME ON WHY I SHOULD GET IN. argggggg i dont want to do all that work again next year. fuck. fuckfuckfuck.
sorry i had to get it out of my system.
im just upset. i really wanted this.
k most recent email from mike: "omg im so slow. hahaha. ill def come to your party!! and WE can hook up. haha hows school goin? im doin good waitin for summer haha. im gonna get a job at best buy and buy a car so i can come visit you!"
slow as in slow in responding...and hook up..haha who said anything about hooking up? O:-)
ohh that boy. <3
i love ryan cohen he is life except he and mitchell are gay together (not even kidding, i read their texts and mitchell goes lick my balls and ryan says i love you) its cute. and i love daniel and mike and josh too bad drivers ed is over ill miss seeing them, plus jay n ian. but whatever im tired of boston market/noodles and co. food for dinner all the time anyway. but it was fun..except today i had a zit on my nose and it was red n ian and jay called me rudolph!!! it was soo mean. they were kidding but then i felt really self concious. arggg. as soon as i got home i put on like two pounds of concealer even though i knew no one would see me.
...kinda glad i dont go to phs. i like the balance.
FIVE DAYS UNTIL MAH BIRTHDAYYYYYY buy my presents. and im getting my ipod this weekend.
haha so jake didnt like the present i got him very much so we are going shopping together i think friday and getting him another present. well hes picking it out, im paying.
okay thats my update. gnight