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[dreamofawaking]

i will always love him.
i always will.
and i wont be as close to anyone else like i am with him.
ever.

if he decides it's better for us to not go out anymore.
if he thinks ill be happier, and he'll be happier,
but not being together.
then so be it. i cant be selfish.
but it's only been 2 days.
but i can still hope we'll be together.
i can still hope...

and yes.
i will cry my heart out once more if he decides this.
but ill get over it.
and we'll still be good friends, i hope.
anyways...
i love him so much...
i really dont want to lose him.