Interesting things
my job is frustrating but not too bad. The people there are making me a bit bonkers but at least i have one.
i have an interesting project that i am working on. I'm very nervous about it. i really hope it works out. the rehearsals seem to be going well. everyone is so excited about it. I'm just so worried about it. argh. but, in cool bits about it: I HELD MY OWN FACE IN MY HANDS!!!!!!!!! for this project i had to have a live cast of my face done. there was a lot of alginate goop poured on my face while i breathed through straws. I got to see the negative for it. then a clay positive was made. and finally a plaster plug was made. it was so surreal and creepy. and also wonderful. eek!
i was on a knitting kick for a bit but that may have passed. i a m now sketching. and maybe coming up with sketches. maybe i can pull some people together and do a sketch comedy group. i really need to act more. I'm trying to be a bit more proactive about it instead of hoping it will fall into my lap. i'm hoping alot of things. Hoping i am at a place where i can actually try to be what i want and act because that is clearly what i need most to do with my life. it's what makes me feel the most fulfilled, alive and me-like.
i'm definitely at a place where i need to be more responsible towards myself. been working on that a bit at a time. guess thats all part of the whole growed up thing.
alright. i really need to make myself sleep now.
i have an interesting project that i am working on. I'm very nervous about it. i really hope it works out. the rehearsals seem to be going well. everyone is so excited about it. I'm just so worried about it. argh. but, in cool bits about it: I HELD MY OWN FACE IN MY HANDS!!!!!!!!! for this project i had to have a live cast of my face done. there was a lot of alginate goop poured on my face while i breathed through straws. I got to see the negative for it. then a clay positive was made. and finally a plaster plug was made. it was so surreal and creepy. and also wonderful. eek!
i was on a knitting kick for a bit but that may have passed. i a m now sketching. and maybe coming up with sketches. maybe i can pull some people together and do a sketch comedy group. i really need to act more. I'm trying to be a bit more proactive about it instead of hoping it will fall into my lap. i'm hoping alot of things. Hoping i am at a place where i can actually try to be what i want and act because that is clearly what i need most to do with my life. it's what makes me feel the most fulfilled, alive and me-like.
i'm definitely at a place where i need to be more responsible towards myself. been working on that a bit at a time. guess thats all part of the whole growed up thing.
alright. i really need to make myself sleep now.