I feel so devastated. I don't even know anymore.

So I had x-rays today and an mri sat. I wish I could just be healthy that would be great. This body numbness just needs to stop. I think I am fine, but making go get an mri for ms is freaking me out a little.

Feeling pretty clear and a lot better about a lot of things ( Read more... )

I wrote words you never read. You drew conclusions based on the first four sentences. I don't want anything to do with people like that.

I am finally done with those lies. My feelings are worth more than that.

i keep telling myself it will all be over soon. I really hope that is true.

so I have come to realize that absolutely everything is temporary

I would rather be dead than holding on alone

so my days seem shorter and the nights seem longer. I guess I just expect ore of some people than they can ever give. I push and push but somehow no one ever pushes back. People say empty words that have empty meanings. I alost wish I could sew your mouth nice and tight so you couldn't tell me anything at all. It just seems so right at the ( Read more... )

fuck shitty people...that is all I have to say right now

slower....faster but never in between. I don't know where to go from here

Btw if I get to hang out Kerry this weekend I think it might just make my month/year.