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it seems that every single time i say things in life are going good, and looking up...everything turns upside down again. I just wish for ONCE I could have more than two good days in a row. I hate complaining and bitching about everything, but I am just so sick of it. It's time like these when I can't wait to go to college and start completely over. Maybe that will be the time of my life when I'll be genuinely happy.
i'm just really, not myself right now. Yesterday, one of my co-workers died in a car accident. I wasn't good friends with him, but I literally worked with him ALL the time. I always saw him, he was a pretty quiet kid. I've said hello to him before, and god I can remember the last thing he said to me. It was Saturday night, when our power flicked off for a few seconds. And he told me that if anyone needed help to their car, to let him know since the lights were off in the parking lot. I just can't believe it. I just worked with him on Wednesday night, it's just unbelievable to me. It really is crushing...a 17 year old, nice, sweet kid with his whole life stolen from him. I can't think of anything more tragic. I really feel so incredibly sorry for his family and his closest friends. I really wish I had gotten to know him better than I did. It just makes me think that anything can happen in life. One day you're standing next to someone, the next...they're gone. It's just really hard for me to understand.
trying to look up on things...I worked salesfloor last night, and I really liked it. It was pretty hard, but I think I did a good job. I might tell them they can schulede me for both salesfloor or cashiering, I'm not sure yet. There has been so much going on at Target lately...3 major managers got fired, one of them was mine. And I liked her, and just saw her Friday when I picked up my check. I said hi to her...apparently two hours later she got fired. I just, can't believe how fast things can happen to people. It really blows me away.
i have work at 12:30...I'm going to try and smile more today, and be myself. And I'll try to make this week a good one, even though it's hard.
i'm just really, not myself right now. Yesterday, one of my co-workers died in a car accident. I wasn't good friends with him, but I literally worked with him ALL the time. I always saw him, he was a pretty quiet kid. I've said hello to him before, and god I can remember the last thing he said to me. It was Saturday night, when our power flicked off for a few seconds. And he told me that if anyone needed help to their car, to let him know since the lights were off in the parking lot. I just can't believe it. I just worked with him on Wednesday night, it's just unbelievable to me. It really is crushing...a 17 year old, nice, sweet kid with his whole life stolen from him. I can't think of anything more tragic. I really feel so incredibly sorry for his family and his closest friends. I really wish I had gotten to know him better than I did. It just makes me think that anything can happen in life. One day you're standing next to someone, the next...they're gone. It's just really hard for me to understand.
trying to look up on things...I worked salesfloor last night, and I really liked it. It was pretty hard, but I think I did a good job. I might tell them they can schulede me for both salesfloor or cashiering, I'm not sure yet. There has been so much going on at Target lately...3 major managers got fired, one of them was mine. And I liked her, and just saw her Friday when I picked up my check. I said hi to her...apparently two hours later she got fired. I just, can't believe how fast things can happen to people. It really blows me away.
i have work at 12:30...I'm going to try and smile more today, and be myself. And I'll try to make this week a good one, even though it's hard.