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its been 5 days since i last cut. im really gonna try to keep going with this.
ive been feeling soo depressed lately and i get in these moods wehre i just start to cry and i dont even know why..
ive been debating about gettin help. i really want it but at the same time, i know that my parents would find out about everything then they would just be more disappointed and unhappy with there fucked up little daughter. ive already caused them soo much stress and w/e and i dont want to put them through all this too.. i dont know waht to do...
well, ive lost another 3 lbs in the past 3 days! woo hoo! im hopin to hit 110 by may and then 100 by june.... i really think i can do it.
im soo over this cold weather thing...
im goin to unc-wilmington tomoro! i cant wait! its going to be a looong ass day tho.. but good thing.. we will be walkin around all day and not eating! bonus! haha.
stay strong and beautiful!!
<3 lexi
ive been feeling soo depressed lately and i get in these moods wehre i just start to cry and i dont even know why..
ive been debating about gettin help. i really want it but at the same time, i know that my parents would find out about everything then they would just be more disappointed and unhappy with there fucked up little daughter. ive already caused them soo much stress and w/e and i dont want to put them through all this too.. i dont know waht to do...
well, ive lost another 3 lbs in the past 3 days! woo hoo! im hopin to hit 110 by may and then 100 by june.... i really think i can do it.
im soo over this cold weather thing...
im goin to unc-wilmington tomoro! i cant wait! its going to be a looong ass day tho.. but good thing.. we will be walkin around all day and not eating! bonus! haha.
stay strong and beautiful!!
<3 lexi