Aug 13, 2005 23:47
It's late, and I work tomorrow, so I can't write much...but I need to write something, because, well...just 'cause. :)
First of all...yesterday was my birthday. :) I turned 22, so I'm starting to get all mature and adult-like, or something. :P Mostly what I got was a lot of money, and I'm probably gonna use most of it this coming Thursday when my bf and I go shopping. :D
More importantly, yesterday was also Gil and I's one month! :D :D :D He came over yesterday morning and I just got back from dropping him off back home...and I've said it before, but I have to reiterate it again: he makes me so very, very happy. :) My beautiful, sexy boyfriend...we get along so well. We spent yesterday mostly just chilling at my place, then my Dad took us out for dinner to a good Japanese restaurant (for my birthday, not for the one-month). He stayed overnight, then today we hung around 'till we went to my Mom's for my other birthday dinner...
...but after that, he and I just cuddled together, outside in my Mom's beautiful backyard (which is mostly a garden), listening to the sounds of the small waterfall while the sunlight faded away...it was just him and I, talking while the sun set...I really can't find the words to explain how happy and comfortable he makes me feel...or how I feel when I see his face light up in that beautiful smile of his when he looks at me...or the sound of his voice when he hugs me close and murmurs 'my Chris' to me softly. I've had my share of meaningless encounters in the past, as well as boyfriends I couldn't connect to and nearly nameless faces on my pillow...and honestly I've gotten sick of it, and so...I *really* hope that this will be only the first of many, many more birthdays we will celebrate together...come hell or high water, I want this to go on. :)
...I really am falling in love with him...