Feb 02, 2005 13:52
i am lusting instead of loving. i need to remember there is a difference. lust fades love doesn't. yes i'm lusting after a few people right now, but i'm afraid to actually interact with them because i might make lust love and it's not that way at all, and it wouldn't be safe to do that. there's nothing wrong with lust as long as you know exactly what it is.
oh haha i read some of Kk's "Maybe he's just not that into you" <--- Greg is the shit! He knows what he's talking about. Great book. something i learned, if you're not willing to call me, then maybe you're just not that interested in me and i should just let you go. <---it's a very empowering book for women but it can also help those shy guys out there like me. so i suggest reading it to all, but it's also just plain funny with some of the shit he says to women. "Dear Tewenty-five pounds, Maybe instead of the 25 pounds you want you lose, Maybe you should lose 175!! - that being the man who slept with someone else and said that you gained some weight." I couldn't get past the 175 plds i was cracking up so hard, and then when i read the next part, i was like wow.
CAT LADY is in the BUILDING! This woman wears plastic cat ears on her head around campus! MEOW i say ME-FUCKING-OW! <--- wait no, it's not her, but it could be her twin!!!
Did I say I got a job?!!! Did I? If I didn't, I GOT A JOB!!! I start tonight, just a tad bit nervous so wish me luck!