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[dreamin_4_you_2]

I can't call.

And it may not make sense, and it may piss you off, and it might really suck, but that is my decision.

For too long I've let people walk all over me.

Thats not the person I am or ever want to be again.

I needed to get out on my own, live my own life; grow up.

And I have, I am.

I'm not asking you to understand this.

I'm asking you to accept it.

Move on with your life.

Forget about me.

You are doing what you need to do.

And I am doing what I need to do.

I wish things could've ended better, but they can't.

I can't be friends with you now, and I know that if I call, I will let you say sorry, and i will forgive and forget what happened.

And I can't.

I forgive you for the phone call you and others made.

I'm not angry at anyone.

I don't wish bad things upon any of you.

But I can't forget the things you said and the way it made me feel.

I can't forget, because that means I'll let people treat me that way.

And I deserve more.

I'm happy and I hope you can accept that.

I'm done.

Bye

Cait

And if you could just please drop off my stuff at my dads on his front porch that would be truely appreciated...