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So I went and saw Kathryn and Daves baby girl born Thursday morning at 5:39 a.m. and she is ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL! I got to hold her, and she started crying! lol. she was hungry though, so she doesn't hate me! I stayed for a while and hung out with the whole Housman clan. Wow, they are definetely a part of my adopted family, and a huge reason why leaving for Chicago will be so hard. I started crying tonight when I left and Reeves told me she loved me. I'm gonna miss that little girl so much, and though I'm missing her 3rd birthday(July 6th) I will definetely be back for her 4th birthday! Cause I don't think I could have a full life without that little girl who is now a loving big sister her mom, who has inspired me to be the person I am, and work on the person I want to be and a father, whom at times was jealous his baby wanted me to spin her in circles, but tonight I don't know. I cried a lot, and as I drove home I wondered if I was making the right choice. Leaving and all. But they will be down to visit me, adn we'll get to go to the American Girl Doll store, lol. and I'll get to show them around MY town, and wow it will be fun!

I love the Housman family....

"Family is not what you are bron into.... it is where you belong." ~ca

And they will always belong in my heart and my family!