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So I'm leaving in thirteen days and I think it is starting to hit home a lot! I'm not going to have all my same comforts I'm going to be living in a big city, in my own apartment with two jobs that I must go to everyday to make my bills... WOW.. ADULTHOOD here we come. I've been putting off packing abit, but I need to get on that.
As for friends well they've been great lately.. I've got to hung out with Linsie a lot, and talk to her like we used to talk before we became dorks and stopped calling one another... hopefully this time around even if you don't call or I'm tooo tired to call I'll pick up a phone anyways and call, cause you're one of the people I'm gonna miss the most!
And as for the boyfriend jsut to clarify we are staying together and just an added extra he is gonna miss me like no other... and just to throw in I've never heard him talk about the future besides for what he wants to do... but he talked about it, and you wanna know what he talked about me in his future, and that he will have to live in Michigan because that is where there will be demand for his job, and that he wants me to come back when I'm ready and live with him in Michigan! WOW! The boy who went from never sharing to sharing. It's amazing.
I think I had forgotten why I was gonna come back to Chicago once I went down... because I truelly do have people here that want me here, and maybe until we are brave enough to leave and say that were not coming back do we open our eyes and realize all along we were never alone!
I love you! (and that goes out to everyone who knows I love them.)
As for friends well they've been great lately.. I've got to hung out with Linsie a lot, and talk to her like we used to talk before we became dorks and stopped calling one another... hopefully this time around even if you don't call or I'm tooo tired to call I'll pick up a phone anyways and call, cause you're one of the people I'm gonna miss the most!
And as for the boyfriend jsut to clarify we are staying together and just an added extra he is gonna miss me like no other... and just to throw in I've never heard him talk about the future besides for what he wants to do... but he talked about it, and you wanna know what he talked about me in his future, and that he will have to live in Michigan because that is where there will be demand for his job, and that he wants me to come back when I'm ready and live with him in Michigan! WOW! The boy who went from never sharing to sharing. It's amazing.
I think I had forgotten why I was gonna come back to Chicago once I went down... because I truelly do have people here that want me here, and maybe until we are brave enough to leave and say that were not coming back do we open our eyes and realize all along we were never alone!
I love you! (and that goes out to everyone who knows I love them.)