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yourkonstantiine: youve always had me poodle...
DrEaMrGrL42: thinking about it was just...an escape for me
yourkonstantiine: you always use guys as your comfort but they leave you....dont you know that?
yourkonstantiine: dont you know they you cant trust them always?
DrEaMrGrL42: I know, its horrible. like if i didnt wanna be where i was i didnt have to be...i could just close my eyes and be with him<>
yourkonstantiine: i know and thats your problem..you just need to take a reality check instead of going into your own little world where every guy is prince charming
yourkonstantiine: im not saying dont have hope, because there are great guys out there...but just you need to get to know the real them
DrEaMrGrL42: but you dint understand. thats the world that keeps me happy and sane
yourkonstantiine: yeah temporarily
DrEaMrGrL42: thats the problem
DrEaMrGrL42: that is my escape
yourkonstantiine: and then it blows up in your face
DrEaMrGrL42: that is how i wake up in the morning
DrEaMrGrL42: thats how i get through the day...that little world
yourkonstantiine: thats what world you were in with sean and nick and they both left you heart broken
DrEaMrGrL42: and when its shattered...my whole world: my happyness, my trust, my love, my hope...its all gone.
yourkonstantiine: poodle...you dont need a whole world...
yourkonstantiine: just be happy with the little things you have
yourkonstantiine: youre going to make it through this one poodle. you always do. okay?
yourkonstantiine: wait no thats not a question its a command.
DrEaMrGrL42: i know ill make it through
DrEaMrGrL42: it just sucks meanwhile
yourkonstantiine: i know but it doesnt have to.
yourkonstantiine: listen try this
DrEaMrGrL42: kk..
yourkonstantiine: my nana taught me that when i was feeling down or depressed it was all dependent on my perpective
yourkonstantiine: so she told me to write down all the things that i love about life
yourkonstantiine: all the blessings in my life
yourkonstantiine: as small as some may be
DrEaMrGrL42: i wish you were here poodle so you could do it with me
yourkonstantiine: and write them all down
yourkonstantiine: on paper. dont just think them
yourkonstantiine: me too...but it will help you i promise
DrEaMrGrL42: ok
yourkonstantiine: dont write down ANYTHING negative
DrEaMrGrL42: #1. poodles…
- poodles
- babies
- aim
- ruffles
- teddi
- my cell phone
- friends
- real love
- digi cams
- Abercrombie
- the rain
- puddles
- music
- IPODS
- dancing
- the beach
- summer
- princesses
- chocolate
- little kisses
- cuddling
- tiffany’s
- puppies
- my car
- chapstick
- yummy smelling things
- the notebook
- listening to a storm while safe and warm inside
- pictures
- jeans
- sparkly things
- baths
- fairies
- flowers
- holding hands
- shooting stars
- sunsets/sunrises
- sweet 16s
- hugs
- pillows
- blankets
- sweatshirts
- strawberries
- shoes
- computers
- spring/winter break
- my birthday
- my morals
- my virginity
- lotion
- penguins (they make me giggle, hehe)
- sleep overs
- girls’ night out
- good movies
- getting my nails done
- kazaa
- cali
- miracles
- touching moments that give you chills
- sitting by a fire and drinking hot chocolate (with marshmallows)
- diamonds
- my T.V
- pink-ness
- cashmere/softness
- Red Bull
- the days to come
- MATURE boys
- Mondays we get off of school
- giggling
- being goofy
- being yourself no matter what anyone else thinks
- sleeping in
- dreams (good ones at least)
- getting mail
- sales
- finding money in my pocket
- having someone tell me I’m beautiful
- first kisses
- swings
- tummy butterflies
- Hearing someone say they love you, and knowing that they mean it.
- web cams
- messages
- getting an “A” when you thought you failed
- good poems/lyrics
- blasting music (and singing along with it)
- Knowing that there are people out there who care.
- Tinky
this is so amazing. omg, she is too hilarious.
im a whore, julia roberts in pretty woman- to be specific, and shannon is Avril. i think im a good whore =)
HAHA she cracks me up. Maiyan was the chick from Napoleon Dynamite
Melanie giving sam a little dancy-poo while he had to cover his eyes. hehe so funny.
Molly the morning after. lmao
ANNND lauren the morning after.
poodle in my room making the "Don't" cards...like this one:
if you don't understand, dont worry, its just between us =)
love you poodle <33 more than anything.
Now here you go again
You say you want your freedom
Well who am I to keep you down
It's only right that you should
Play it the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness
Like a heartbeat, drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost
And what you had
And what you lost
Thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
They say, women, they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean, you'll know
- You will know -