Aug 08, 2004 13:17
ok back in 2003on may 11(mothers day) i went on a ferry ride to north carolina. my step mom let me bring one friend so i brought britney mcintyre and it was me her my step mom my step moms friend janet her two sons and one of her sons friend and my next door neighbor and her daughter and my step moms friend jackson and her son and her grandson. we all went (not in the same car LOL) and my step moms friend janets sons friend liked me (his name is shea) and i like him i guess!! so as the day went by there was mad flirting going on and in the end he asked me out i said yes and just met him that day!! we all came back to my house to go swimming in my pool. whew there was a lot of people!! the when shea and everyone was leaving he went to go kiss me and i turned my head because i thought someone called my name but i was wrong it was pretty funny though... then later that month we all went to janets house for a little get together it was me my step mom matt(janets son) shea my friend cassidy and some other people i forget but we went walking around and a couple days later wa smy 14th birthday and shea gave me a diamond necklace (this was his second time seeing me) and i liked it and all then befoer we walked back to matts house shea and i stood behin da fence and he hugged me and then kissed me i didnt turn my head this time lol but then i had to go so yeh then later that month was my birthday and i had a party and he came and he got to stay a little later than everyone else except for the girls that were spending the night. and when he had to leave i was sitting on my bed and he held my chin up and gave me a kiss good bye all my friends were like AWWWWW and i was just like bye and then umm.......then later that summer i went to the movies with im and my friend ashley and we went to go see 2 fast 2 furious and he held my hand my hand the whole time and before he left we kissed again and then yeh he left and then in july my parents were having a pool party for the fourth of julyso they said i couldinvite him so idid we went to go see fireworkd and he held my hand the whole time and my parents laughed at me it was kinda funny but then we wnet back to my house and just played with sparklers and all went well and he had to leave again i dotn remember if we kissed that time lol probably though and then i saw him a couple other times after that i just dont remember exactly what we did but thats all the good stuff see it sounds like we always got along but ooo no we were always fighting first i found out by my brothers friend shea nade out with someone at ocean breeze when he was under water and this was the first thing that i ever heard of him cheating on me so i didnt believe it and i got over it but then one time i was on the phone with him and he told me that he had people watchin gme because this girl likes him a lot and she told the bloods to go and attack me i was like bull shit and he found out i sat on a guys lap and he wa mad haha. but then i broke up with him because i dotn want to be watched by other people i dont even know and it was the "crips" oooo so scary. then later that week i think a day later he asked me back pout and i said yes andthings went good untill i heard about this girl named seirra!! seirra was sheas sisters friend and she always spent the night over there for some reason i never trusted the fact that he didnt do anything with her. i ve heard stuff in the past that has happened that they used to like each other and this didnt help that he lives near salem elementary school. and went to landstown middle so yeh but i never found out wether he did anything with her but then another thing that happened was that i thouhgth he liked my friend leah and come to find out he did and she like him too i was kinda of upset but then got over it then another thing that happened was he called me and told me he might have been beaten into as gang or some shit like that at the time i was scared but after that i was like whatever thats bull crap but we broke up twice before we saw eachother another time and on august 2nd of 2003 was my brothers 13th birthdya party and shea came and i broke up with him and he ran away over the fence into the woods and over a few ditches and then my friend kyle ran after him and shea started hitting him with a stick lol and kyle had him in a head lock and he threw on the ground and i couldnt help but laugh and cry at the same time. but then when he got up he ran out the other gate and ran all the way up the street and came back and we talked and he asked would we ever go back out and i told him i didnt know i just need time and then he left and then i didnt talk to him for a while and then all of a sudden he called me adn said i love you when we hung up then i called him back two weeks and what do you know we were going out again and we are still on a roller coaster but things are smoothing out!!