Things Change!!
i didnt really explain what exactly happened last entry!! lets see since july 20th(my last full entry) a lot has happened!! umm july 20th that nighti started staying at my next door neighbors house because i was going crazy in my room so crowded. cassidy came with me untill 10 then she went home!! then the rest of that week i stayed over there but in the mean timei went back to ocean breeze with cassidy and we found that guy i was talking in previous entry and his name is jacob he is fifteen. haha we are such stalkers. then on thursday i babysat and at night i found out danielle lost her cell phone!! so she blamed the kid i was watching because he came over with me to get ready for the day and a few days passed and we found out it was my sister that stole it!! geez!! my parents blamed it on me and i cryed becaus ei hat getting blamed for stfuff i didnt do you know? well the next day i spent the night at cassidys with morgan and we stayed up till 4 and i had to be home at 11 the next day so i was and i did nothing and on sunday i babysat untill 1100 and came home. and my boyfriend(shea) keeps making promises that he never keeps!! making me mad!! he promised hed come over a few times and never does. he finally cam over one day which was wednesday july 28th and we were up at the park all day because i was still babysitting and all and at 630 he had to leave so it was nice seeing him after almost a year gone by with out seeing him. then on thursday i went to the movies to see catwoman and my brothere went to go see anchorman with the guy that is staying with us and we got home at 10 and i got yelled at for so much stuff. i got yelled at for leaving earlier than i was suppose to and lying and being mouthy and letting my brother go see a different movie than i. i stayed up till 12 getting yelled at and the next dya we were all suppsoe to go to ocean breeze and we couldnt because of vicki and then when she got home she brought jimmy and i to ocean breeze i met up with brittany cassidy leah shea and james adn i only rode tow rides because we went in the wave pool most of the time!! and i was glad to see shea again and i had to leave at 6 and i couldnt find jimmy so i got yelled at for being 7 minutes late and vicki said if i were to just have come out there at 6 i wouldnt have gotten in trouble. but whatever and i was suppose to spend the night at leahs that night but i wasnt allowed to because i was 7 minutes late she claims i was 15 minutes late but i know i wasnt but lately shea and i have been fighting because leah used to like him and he used to like her and at ocean breeze when i left and they left brittany called me and told me leah was all over shea after that and shea was getting aggrivated and i called him and we worked it out and then we just keep getting into trust arguements i hate them. i always feel that we are going to break up but i know im not this time. well august first was joshs bday and his party it was originally from 1 to 5 but it got rained out so we pushed it back till 330 to 730 and i went to go call everyone adn only three ppl didnt show that were suppose to so it was a pretty good party. i ahd fun but my brother was dissappointed shea didnt show and i found out he went surfing with his dad and then he was off with his sisters best friend erika and i got mad then i found out that erika is sheas bestfriends sister adn his friend dustin went to the movies with a girland left him behind so him and erika went fishing interesting right? yeh whatever then this girl jamie keeps calling him while im on the phone with him and he used to like her and she used to like him and they have done stuff in the past (before we went out ) and she keeps calling hima dn i tell him to three wayy her so he can prove to me that he doesnt like her but he says he is to afraid that she is going to bring somehting up so that makes me mad if he really didnt like her then he would have three wayed her right? yeh thought so!! but what ever he is my baby and i love him to death!! i dont know what to do with out him. well lets see im really scared of my sister now she called te other and thretened me and said i better watch my back and she is goign to come out with some stuff!! and she obviously did someoen told my mom that i snuck out the hosue adn i found out shannon didnt tell her one of her friends did but that makes it better her friends dont even know me well enough and i didnt do anything to her or her friends. i just dont understand her!! but today is my last day of babysitting so im excited!!!