Jan 17, 2009 02:51
Yea that's pretty much the question I'm asking myself here. I really don't want to leave, one of the reasons of course being the fact that I honestly don't want to go back to NH to deal with all the crap going on there. For once I'd like to focus on myself and what I want in life. Ya..we'll see about that. Another reason why is that I feel like my 1 1/2 week off vacation felt very rushed. Pretty much all week I was rushing myself to places...and it made it very hard to enjoy myself.
Granted I did have fun and a good time here of course since I get to actually relax, however there were reasons it wasn't the best too. 1. The NEVER ENDING SNOW!! I mean at one point if I would have waited for the snow to stop so the roads could get better I would have pretty much gone out 2-3 days while I was here and stayed in the rest of the time. Yea that wouldn't work. Granted in NH wasn't any better, but still it sucked. 2. Sadly Marc's Mom hasn't been doing well, so shopping wasn't as much fun as it normally, plus in many situations poor Marc got stuck going with me. At least he always has his trusty DS with him. ^_^ 3. I was pretty much sick for half of the time here, and currently I'm still sick. I'm not sure if it's sudden new allergies I'm developing from being exposed to two cats or if I just caught something. I pretty much wake up with a stuffed nose, my sinuses bothering me and either having a headache or ear aches. Plus at times it felt like I had a fever as well. Things just aren't going well.
We'll have to see how things are when we land back in NH tomorrow (Saturday). If I'm feeling the way I've been feeling I'm probably going to stay at my parents house for the night, call out from work for Sunday and rest there. The last thing I need is to push myself at work and get sicker and be out the rest of the week because that's what happens when I don't watch my body. Marc's been feeling ill too so that's not helping either.
I'll probably do a recap later this week, plus post some pictures on facebook, maybe I'll have time to post pictures here, but there are no promises. Right now everything is packed and pretty much ready to go. I'm excited because I got a new XOXO suitcase which is really cute, plus it will be easier to spot at the airport when I go get my luggage, so I'm pretty excited about that.
Well I better get ready for bed, since we have to be up at 7:30 am (yea...4 hours of sleep isn't the best for me when I'm sick argh!), so we can get dressed and drop off our Toyota Rental car. At least I got to drive a snazzy car for a week or so. heheh.. Then since we packed up everything I'll hopefully be able to take a small nap before we leave. Besides that I just pray that our flight goes well. I'm trying to not think about it, but that whole plane incident in NYC has made me VERY VERY NERVOUS!! So please pray for us, because I definitely will. It's odd, I'm not super religious, however religion has been in my life since 1st grade so it's normal to me. But these are times when I get VERY religious, it calms me down, which reminds me that I should probably wear my cross tomorrow...I felt anxious about it when I wasn't wearing it on our way flying here.
Anyway...I'll post more when we get there. Now I just hope I have the energy to make it through the day, and don't get sicker on the way. laterz everyone!
night night <3