...my neverending dream..of you!
So..this is day 2 of me not being able to focus on schoolwork. Why is it sooo hard? Why am I wasting precious time???? Maybe I just need to spend a lot of time apart from my computer! ::sigh:: i dunno..But I know that I need to read some for holocaust class coz I have the quiz later on, plus then I need to study for my bio exam I have on Thursday.
Hmm...Sam fell asleep on the couch and is snoooozing away down here, maybe I'll use that to put the covers down upstairs and turn on my light and do some hardcore reading for an hour..away from my computer. ::sigh:: I really don't know what's wrong with me!
That and I still have something in my throat! dammit all!
Besides that...got my Bio Quiz back - got a 81! hell I'm happy! Got one of my homeworks done for Ron's class, still need to do the rest later on today. This afternoon I was going to get some reading done, but wanted to quickly make a few icons..I really should never trust myself when I say quickly..coz it turns into several hours. I made these...tell me what you think:
Yea..some are plain, but I felt like putting a lot of stuff around them would ruin them.
Besides that...I talked to Marc again today. Well that was after I worked from 8-11 and got some homework actually done, with Sam at the lab.
Yea..Marc and I. He read what I said in the last post...I didn't mean to make him feel that I was sad because of him, but in a way I was. Actuallly it was more the situation that's making me sad. The fact that the person that loves me and that I have soo much in common with is 8 hours away makes me sad. He understands that I don't want to wait till August to see him, and thinks now that by May we'll have known each other for over a year, that most likely his mom won't have a problem with him coming to NH first mid May.
I really hope this is the case and works out. I told him to tell his mom that I'm sure that even if we don't click to date, we're still clicking as friends. I mean...we just enjoy too many things together that there is no way we wouldn't get along. Found out tonight that the only coffee both of us drink is - french vanilla! go figure. These things just keep adding up...besides the fact that we noticed tonight that the only reason we hang up on the phone is either 1.one of us is soo tired we need to sleep 2.one of our phone dies or 3.we're worried about our minutes. It's NEVER because we have nothing to talk about. Alone tonight we kept starting up new things, and then realizing we did that tried to stop, since Marc was tired and wanted to sleep, but didn't want to get off the phone coz he loves to talk to me, and I love talking to him. Hehe..we worry that in May when he comes, and he's over and we're just hanging around lying in bed at night...we'll never fall asleep coz we'll be talking soo much.
::sigh::
I'm soo happy to have him in my life. I just feel bad about the situation he's in...grrr never would have been in it, if I wouldn't have started dating Greg. gah..But what's past is past..and like he said..we have the future to look forward to. From the things I can see...I hope and think if it goes right it will be good. I know that at least Hiller, Jess, Sandra and Sam seem to agree..at least from what I know...they all think that Marc is a good guy, will treat me right and that I should be with him. ^_^ Well I hope their guts are right, coz I want it to be.
Marc sent me pics of him today..hehe..don't want to go into detail and have him kill me for it, but I saw them and just smiled. hehe...he looked cuddily with a nice tummy I can play with. Yeah..I'm a dork that loves to play with tummies. Plus he just look cute and dorky. Mmm for red hair! ^_^ Mmmmmmmm....I just love that boy. It needs to be May..like right now!
Go figure..wrote another long novel...mostly about Marc. sorry everyone..it just shows you how much I think about him. ^_^ yes....must.go.to.bed.and.read.now!!!!
commmmmmment away, coz I loooove them! <33
*huggles* night night everyone ♥
p.s: pssssssssst...marc...I love you lots!
Hmm...Sam fell asleep on the couch and is snoooozing away down here, maybe I'll use that to put the covers down upstairs and turn on my light and do some hardcore reading for an hour..away from my computer. ::sigh:: I really don't know what's wrong with me!
That and I still have something in my throat! dammit all!
Besides that...got my Bio Quiz back - got a 81! hell I'm happy! Got one of my homeworks done for Ron's class, still need to do the rest later on today. This afternoon I was going to get some reading done, but wanted to quickly make a few icons..I really should never trust myself when I say quickly..coz it turns into several hours. I made these...tell me what you think:
Yea..some are plain, but I felt like putting a lot of stuff around them would ruin them.
Besides that...I talked to Marc again today. Well that was after I worked from 8-11 and got some homework actually done, with Sam at the lab.
Yea..Marc and I. He read what I said in the last post...I didn't mean to make him feel that I was sad because of him, but in a way I was. Actuallly it was more the situation that's making me sad. The fact that the person that loves me and that I have soo much in common with is 8 hours away makes me sad. He understands that I don't want to wait till August to see him, and thinks now that by May we'll have known each other for over a year, that most likely his mom won't have a problem with him coming to NH first mid May.
I really hope this is the case and works out. I told him to tell his mom that I'm sure that even if we don't click to date, we're still clicking as friends. I mean...we just enjoy too many things together that there is no way we wouldn't get along. Found out tonight that the only coffee both of us drink is - french vanilla! go figure. These things just keep adding up...besides the fact that we noticed tonight that the only reason we hang up on the phone is either 1.one of us is soo tired we need to sleep 2.one of our phone dies or 3.we're worried about our minutes. It's NEVER because we have nothing to talk about. Alone tonight we kept starting up new things, and then realizing we did that tried to stop, since Marc was tired and wanted to sleep, but didn't want to get off the phone coz he loves to talk to me, and I love talking to him. Hehe..we worry that in May when he comes, and he's over and we're just hanging around lying in bed at night...we'll never fall asleep coz we'll be talking soo much.
::sigh::
I'm soo happy to have him in my life. I just feel bad about the situation he's in...grrr never would have been in it, if I wouldn't have started dating Greg. gah..But what's past is past..and like he said..we have the future to look forward to. From the things I can see...I hope and think if it goes right it will be good. I know that at least Hiller, Jess, Sandra and Sam seem to agree..at least from what I know...they all think that Marc is a good guy, will treat me right and that I should be with him. ^_^ Well I hope their guts are right, coz I want it to be.
Marc sent me pics of him today..hehe..don't want to go into detail and have him kill me for it, but I saw them and just smiled. hehe...he looked cuddily with a nice tummy I can play with. Yeah..I'm a dork that loves to play with tummies. Plus he just look cute and dorky. Mmm for red hair! ^_^ Mmmmmmmm....I just love that boy. It needs to be May..like right now!
Go figure..wrote another long novel...mostly about Marc. sorry everyone..it just shows you how much I think about him. ^_^ yes....must.go.to.bed.and.read.now!!!!
commmmmmment away, coz I loooove them! <33
*huggles* night night everyone ♥
p.s: pssssssssst...marc...I love you lots!