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[dreamersocean]

I'm pulling out my hair:

He loves me/He loves me not

He wants to be with me/He doesn't

He wants to see me/He won't see me for days

He'll be around to be a father/He wants to sent me money instead

I love him/I hate himHe needs to make up his damn mind about whether he is going to be with me or not. I hope the answer is yes, but I can't have

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[dreamersocean]

Reading this made me gush and tear up like a little baby. My whole problem has been that I can't get myself to think about life without him - because I don't want to. I drown myself in the thought that it would be too hard. I want him there so much I refuse to think about the posibility of something else. Something that may be better for me.

No one has put it as straight forward like that to me as you have.

All I can say is thank you..

<3 emi

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[anonymous]

I'll pray for the both of you. I wish you the best outcome possible.