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i need honest feedback...

tonight at around 4 i texted luke
he did not respond
i texted him again at around 8
he did not respond
i called him when i got off work at 12:45 am
he did not answer
i texted him a little while after
he did not respond
i texted his roommate
he said luke went to a party & had been drinking before
he drove & went by himself
his roommate hadnt heard from him
i texted a friend who might be at this party
"he was here eariler but idk if hes here anymore"
i called luke again a couple times..no answer
i am freaking out.. accident, dui, who knows
he texts me back at 2 am
"sorry my phone was on silent, whats up"

i got upset, i was so worried
he gets mad at me for freaking out
and now hes staying the night at the party's home
it is a girls home whom i dont know that well
so i'm upset and hes mad at me for overreacting

sometimes i just need to punch something.

help.