step one
Wow this past week has been hectic. Work, the last week of school, and every other aspect of life. Over all I'm okay. But really I'm just okay. Slowly I'm growing happier. My tears have transformed themselves into headaches, and the headaches turn to stomach pains. I know what I need to do. I need to face him, but I'm just not ready to yet. I need to tell him about Eriq(the one he talked to on the phone) and how I'm going with him now. I need to tell him that I'm serious about Eriq and that because I am serious about Eriq that we can only be friend. That there is no hope for us to have a relationship like that again and that we both just need to accept that. But I also need to tell him that if we can't accept that then we won't even be able to be friends. He knows I'll stick to my guns. I told him that night so long ago that I wouldn't go back, and I meant it; he knows it. I'm happier with Eriq. He is so amazing, I can't describe what I see seeping from his heart. So understanding, like I said it's amazing.
This is the last week of school. Finals are this week. I'm nervous even though I only have two I'm not prepared for them, but I've got the week to get there.
Tomorrow I have and eye appointment and a dentist appointment. I'm excited about both, a little more so about the dentist (who gets excited about the dentist) but the eye appointment will get me a better prescription for my eyes and hopefully some contacts. Thats exciting too.
Well I have to go, homework to do.
Love you all, and I mean it.
This is the last week of school. Finals are this week. I'm nervous even though I only have two I'm not prepared for them, but I've got the week to get there.
Tomorrow I have and eye appointment and a dentist appointment. I'm excited about both, a little more so about the dentist (who gets excited about the dentist) but the eye appointment will get me a better prescription for my eyes and hopefully some contacts. Thats exciting too.
Well I have to go, homework to do.
Love you all, and I mean it.