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Well I've calmed down now. A beer and talking to a couple funny friends helped that to happen. I'm still upset, although I'm not really sure if it's at him or at myself. I think it's more at me than anything. I'm mad that I let myself get like this. So wound up, I don't like being like that. I made plans with like four people tonight and they all fell through. eh, it's life. I've got to get used to it. I was going to call him and talk to him about it, but decided against it. Well not really I did call and I go this voice mail. I decided after that there is no need for discussion. Why am I still talking about this. It's stupid, and I'm done.