Oh how miserable I am while away.
So I'm at school right now. 20 Mins until my last class for tuesday begins. It's kind of nice to only have classes on tuesday and thursday, but when I spend 10 to 12 hours on school campus, it makes me want to cry. Not because I don't like it. I love all of my classes, but because I don't like being away from my baby for that long. And by my baby, I mean Jeremy. I miss him terribly while I'm here. and I can't seem to escape the thought of him. I have a new phone now, a picture phone so I have a picture of him on my home screen. when I really miss him I look at that pic, and I miss him even more. It's hard being in love and so far away. He's going to vegas on Thursday, I'm scared. I fear I might actually go insane at his absence. Since June 11 we've never spent a night apart. I know it sounds funny but to me it's truly horrifying. A huge moment in our relationship. One of the first real tests we will face. I keep thinking that how I act while he's gone will shape everything. I worry I might call him to much. I know I know, It's silly, but it's me. I long for him. Every minute of every day he's in my mind. Literally. I wonder how this sounds to those who read it. Ridiculous I bet. Well I have to go to class now. Sorry for my whining. P.S. My new number = 480.415.7351