Aug 30, 2005 00:49
I need a new job. The one that I'm at right now sucks. That's all there is to that. I used to really enjoy serving but this company has sucked that out of me. I'm just tired of it. A couple weeks ago we had a meeting to discuss some of the issues that we thought needed to be fixed. Since that meeting things have grown worse. Now I'm fed up and ready to leave. So ready in fact that I got into an argument with the General Manager today. I spent an hour in her office telling her what she wanted to hear so that I wouldn't loose this job before I could find a new one. She hit a subject with me, off topic of what the original one was, about how she finds it is really difficult to be a woman in the work place, and then how she was the only one there who didn't have someone else in her life and how she's reached the point in her life where she wants one. I spent about 45 minutes to many in her office, but I kept my job. She said that when I, one of her hardest workers, blows up like I did that it really throws up a red flag to her, and that it hurts her in the heart. My response...It should. anyway nothing was really accomplished except putting her peace of mind back together. I talked later with one of the other managers, and he made me feel better. Guys are so much better at dealing with people than women are I think. They aren't as whinny.
I had my phone disconnected, for those few who try to get a hold of me. I couldn't afford $90 a month anymore, and my contract was up. My mom is putting me on her plan for $10 a month. My phone is in the mail. When I get my new number I will post it. Sorry for not telling anyone before but I've been super busy. It's tough leading a dual life. Work, school, and home. It all adds up after a while.
Schools great though. I love all of my classes and they are all classes that are required so it's a double threat.
I have to go though I'm getting up at six so I can be there in time to read a little before class. Oh and I'm going to start working out again. Just after I find a new job.