The one
Allowed to throw tantrums until he gets his way. All the way to the age 40. So macho but a mamas boy. Intent that he is tough when he’s a nerd putting on heirs. Proud to have a big penis but doesn’t know how to fuck. Bitter, jealous, hatful, cold, cruel, self absorbed.
It’s not abuse if I deserve it. I don’t get compassion. No consideration.
I need to just keep giving until I’m gone.
I’m bad
I’m wrong
I’m mean
I’m selfish
This is the last time I learn this lesson.
I hate Jeff and have since he uttered the words I don’t love you.
His mom and sister have enabled his bad behavior so long they honestly think they are right to defend him. They are defending and assisting in my abuse.
Would you believe that all I want is to be held and reassured?
You’d think I was asking to have a boyfriend.
He can’t show me love because he needs to punish me.
It’s not abuse if I deserve it. I don’t get compassion. No consideration.
I need to just keep giving until I’m gone.
I’m bad
I’m wrong
I’m mean
I’m selfish
This is the last time I learn this lesson.
I hate Jeff and have since he uttered the words I don’t love you.
His mom and sister have enabled his bad behavior so long they honestly think they are right to defend him. They are defending and assisting in my abuse.
Would you believe that all I want is to be held and reassured?
You’d think I was asking to have a boyfriend.
He can’t show me love because he needs to punish me.