Nov 22, 2017 10:30
32 years old and still failing at love.
I have always begged and pleaded for a man that accepts me and all my faults. You do that and so much more, but here I am being a huge disappointment to the one I want attention from. Nothing I say redeems me and every call and message i get into a deeper hole. I want to sleep forever. I am so exhausted.
I am accepting this idea that I will be alone forever. Maybe that's what's best.
I fucking fell in love with Tom. Fucking Tom. FML.
fail,
love,
emotional exhaust