i will be gone. unreachable. leave a message. bye.

well i finally heard back from meredith after a few months. yes, meredith "i dont feel like not using her name because i used to not mention names for her privacies sake but she doesnt deserve any courtesies from me" meredith. in her basic underlying woman subliminal talk, she said "everything that happened was your fault, i dont feel bad, your ( Read more... )

dads home!

i know i have a terrible habit of only writing on here when something bad happens, so i suppose im gonna try and fix that. here i am. things are fine.

im worn out and not looking forward to going back to school. sure its my last semester but just got some heavy shit thats gonna be hard to do and take months, and i just feel in a slump. it was great seeing family over christmas and i just want to forget about anyone that isnt related to me and stay another month. i dont want to see any more ( Read more... )

everyday that i go through life, living in the house, or just, you know, living life, i fucking hate women more. and more. i just... i fucking hate women ( Read more... )

so my vhs class starts on wed. and ends on tue. i felt really bad cause i had a hella ruff weekend and didnt get anything done, so i wrote my teacher sayin im sorry about the stuff at the last minute and all that. anyway he wrote me back, and said almost word for word ( Read more... )

im so glad that my phone was ringing off the hook. it was so nice to hear from everyone, especially the people that really matter. im glad they take time out of their busy lives to let me know they care. thanks a ton. its also really great when i can barely find time to call, but they appreciate every moment i call them. its nice to know that my ( Read more... )

was formerly terrible, but its turned around a lot.

allz ive got to say is...

Senior trip, 2007...

Cancun.

i am very anxious about this friday. extremely. things so curiously happened to just fall into place, that its going to be very scary. wow. Pray for me for friday please, and if you are not the praying type, cross your fingers or something.