Oops did I put JEWS...
Well as everybody knows sometimes people say the wrong thing at the wrong time and piss people off. Well I said something tonight that I really shouldn't have. Am I truly am sorry for saying it. But it made me feel like shit and it made Julia feel like shit. Although it took more of a hit on Julia it took a hit on me because I am so close to her. She tells me things that even surprise me sometimes, and I like that a lot, it makes me fell like im her best guy friend. No we are not dating, but for some reason it feels like we are. And that is the kind of relationship that me and Julia have. I can tell her anything and ask for advise, and vice wersa with her. Its the same way with Nicki, she's like one of my best friends. And its weird because no matter what I don't think that I would be able to date Nicki, just because I don't want to screw things up between us. Its the exact same way with Julia. I feel like I have known them forever, well Nicki I have known since elementry school but all through Middle School & High School we never really talked until Chris died. RIP bro. And in a way I kinda feel bad about that because I didn't talk to her and she only lived 3 doors down from me my whole life. But now its like we are best friends, and if I had to choose between Julia and Nicki, I don't know what I would do because I feel so strongly for both of them. But every thing worked out tonight and things are back to normal thank god, because of "JEWS" getting a spare in bowling. That name was acutally suposed to be Jewels, but I forgot the "ELS" at the end, and for all of you thinking that I did that on purpose, no I didn't that was a total acident. But that bailed me out of a sticky situation tongiht. And for that I am thankful because I don't like making people feel bad, because I know that someday that may come back on me and that is something that I don't want. But things are good in the hood. And it turned out to be a good night, because of "JEWS"