Jan 18, 2005 17:56
What's been with me lately? I haven't been able to focus, my relationships with so many people are being tested, and I'm so depressed for no reason. Lately, I've just wanted to be alone. I slip out of it every once in a while, but I just want a REALLY long time to myself so that I can think about everything that's going on. Strangely, that's been hurting me too. Whenever I do get a chance to reflect, I end up with questions than when I started, and then I want even more time alone. I just can't understand. It's like I'm just falling into my own emotional abiss, and I can't stop it. Everytime I start thinking about the tiniest problem, I almost start crying. I can't deal with this!
OMG! AIM just kicked me off and I was in the middle of a VERY important conversation. I need to try and fix this.
See ya later.