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im really sick of trying to make everyone happy if one persons happy then some one else is fucking pissed off about it i cant take this i try so fucking hard to be a good friend to everyone n not to upset anyone but i always do i cant take it im fucking sorry! i keep ripping myself apart to make sure no one is upset but i keep fucking up i have enough of my own problems n i shouldnt have to kill myself to make sure all of yours are fucking takin care of i have my own life now let me fucking live it!!! i cant stand being alone but i guess i dont have a fucking choice